The idea of this song was created in a depressive and destructive state of mind full of $uicidal thoughts and despair a few months ago. I was not making that much music at that time, instead i sleeped way too much and Read more
The idea of this song was created in a depressive and destructive state of mind full of $uicidal thoughts and despair a few months ago.
I was not making that much music at that time, instead i sleeped way too much and didn't had the energy to be creative or function properly. My mood was at a longtime low and i know i needed to do something to get put of my (self-) destructive head.
After some uncontrollable harsh and overfloating negative emotions at some wednesday i just wrote down some thoughts. I was hopeless, angry, sad and hated my existence on this crappy planet.
I didn't had the intention to write a song, it was more to just express the pain that i felt to find some understanding and distance. After i was done i thought this would fit perfect in a DSBM song.
When i got home i started to immediately work on the instrumental. Just after a few days i had the whole song mix ready and soon recorded the vocals a few times till i hit the right mood.
The song starts slow and cold but slowly progresses and get's more and more intense to a blast beat section at the end. The vocals are raw and aggressive and contribute to the dark atmosphere.
Basically "Todestrieb" is a way for me to express deep inner feelings and wounds that might never fully heal and will always come back.
I was not making that much music at that time, instead i sleeped way too much and didn't had the energy to be creative or function properly. My mood was at a longtime low and i know i needed to do something to get put of my (self-) destructive head.
After some uncontrollable harsh and overfloating negative emotions at some wednesday i just wrote down some thoughts. I was hopeless, angry, sad and hated my existence on this crappy planet.
I didn't had the intention to write a song, it was more to just express the pain that i felt to find some understanding and distance. After i was done i thought this would fit perfect in a DSBM song.
When i got home i started to immediately work on the instrumental. Just after a few days i had the whole song mix ready and soon recorded the vocals a few times till i hit the right mood.
The song starts slow and cold but slowly progresses and get's more and more intense to a blast beat section at the end. The vocals are raw and aggressive and contribute to the dark atmosphere.
Basically "Todestrieb" is a way for me to express deep inner feelings and wounds that might never fully heal and will always come back.
